St. Paul's Challenge: To Live Is Christ

The author reflects on Philippians 1:20-27, where St. Paul writes, "For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain." He admits he cannot honestly say this himself and confronts common excuses: that St. Paul was a saint who had a Damascus vision, so the standard does not apply. The author identifies three lessons from the passage. First, facing mortality honestly clarifies what matters.

St. Paul wrote from prison, likely facing execution, and his purpose became clear. Second, "to live is Christ" makes a person truly free. St. Paul says Christ will be honored in his body whether by life or by death; no outcome can threaten him. He weighs departing to be with Christ against remaining for the Philippians' progress and joy in the faith.

Third, this freedom carries a calling: "Let your manner of life be worthy of the gospel of Christ." The author notes St. Paul says "worthy," not "perfect." The post commemorates St. Pelagia the Righteous, a fifth-century actress and courtesan in Antioch who heard Bishop Nonnus preach on judgment and mercy, repented, was baptized, gave away her wealth, and lived in a cell on the Mount of Olives fasting and praying.

Her life shows the standard is not reserved for apostles. The author asks readers to name one excuse keeping them from the challenge and bring it to confession or prayer.